Negative Merging

What is the use of everything? For whom am I writing this blog? I have ZERO followers. My lover is so different then me. Sometimes it feels like living in different Universes.

I want to be seen. I NEED to be seen. And I don’t know how to ask for what I need. I just try to get it, no matter what. I am desperate. I shout out of helplessness, if not becoming a very grumpy en dangerous man.

Actually I don’t understand the term ‘Negative merging’. This also makes me angry. But I have learned that it is called this way.Another time maybe I can really write something about NM. I just want LOVE and specially from my lover!

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